ummm so ive been working too much as usual. that rarely changes.

but ive been hanging out with Gian a lot. i really enjoy being around him. hes so freakin cutesie. he brings out the cute in me. and i like it when im cute. so i guess its pretty important to like the you that you become around someone.
and ive actually been going out and doing things in the world. imagine that. mostly thanks to gian and preston.

ive kinda begun factoring justen out of my life slowly. or i guess, he's doing it to himself. it makes me very sad, but honestly, over the past 2 months his friendship has meant less and less to me with each passing week. he's just flat out not there for me anymore. i thought i should just take a sobatical from justen[abbey]+alicia time, but after the other night when i left him a voicemail saying "my buildings on fire, call me back" and THAT didn't even get him to call me, i realized that he probably subconsiously meant it when he said he didnt care.
and you know what? im ok. cause i was perfectly fine [if not better] before he came along, and ill be even better now that he's going, cause ive learned.

on a happier note... im getting elizabeth a job at tiff's with me. and thats exciting. i cant wait to have a friend up here.

ive been listening to a lot of Boy Kill Boy lately. makes me smile.

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